I miss Audrey

I miss Audrey.

I miss her everyday of my life and wonder why we have to live without her.

We got the results back from the autopsy and all of the other testing we did. She was perfect, everything was perfect, there is no reason why, no answers.

It's so unfair and unjust and wrong. Just plain wrong.

Audrey's wake

Today is Audrey's wake. My baby is gone and I don't know why and it hurts so much.

Princess Audrey is gone and it's not fair.

I love my baby Audrey. We love her so much and it's not fair.

This blog will be taken offline soon. For catharsis we have started losingaudrey.blogspot.com

Lura, Mommy to Audrey

With great sadness...

I would like to take a moment to let everyone know that Audrey is no longer with us. She weighed 2 lbs, 1 oz, was 14 inches long, and the most beautiful and perfect baby she could be. We are still at the hospital and there is nothing new to tell. If you would like to leave a comment, we would appreciate it.

Videos

Okay, the rest of the videos are up. I took the 20 minute DVD we received during the 3d ultrasound and broke it into four 5 minute clips. To view them, you will need Apple Quicktime.

Baby Audrey

Baby Audrey... Isn't that totally awesome? I didn't want to find out and I'm still unsure how I feel about finding out. But, it's very cool. Mike is so psyched, he's going to have his Daddy's Little Girl, his Little Princess...hehehehe. I'm very freaked about having a girl though. I mean, us girls are intense. Thankfully I have some time to grow into the role of mom, and thankfully there is time before she's a teenager. So not looking forward to that time... I was a mean little witch.

babyAudrey...babyAudrey...she's no longer "it", she's babyAudrey...

3d Ultra sound

Okay, we just arrived home from getting the 3d ultrasound, and it was very cool. Be sure to check out the photos and the video. I may post more video later. We did find out that our baby is a girl, so the page is renamed Baby Audrey.

Third Visit

Blood, Blood, and more blood. I tell you, these doctors must be vampires. Oh well, nothing really new. Current weight gain, -7 lbs.